| "The
most interesting and complex documentary at this year's film festival."
—Willamette Week, Portland's News Weekly
"A
compelling introduction to the struggles many gay men face in
their relationship with food." —Marc Breindel,
Gay.com
“Stirring
and poignant. One of the best films made about eating disorders
and a powerful piece of media for the gay community."
—Penny D. Winkle,
LISW, LPCC, Eating Disorder Specialist, The Ohio State University |
Read
what others had to say about the
film which recently screened to praise at The American Psychiatric
Association Conference and The National Eating Disorders
Association Conference
Hear
Director Travis Mathews talk with Montréal's 90.3 FM
(mp3) (mov)
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ABOUT THE FILM
Do
I Look Fat? is a feature-length documentary with fat on the brain
-fat that we
feel, fat that we think and all sorts of fat problems that manifest from
fat-phobic
thinking inside the fat-wary gay community. As one person puts it, "fat
is the little
word with big meaning."
This
"big
meaning"
is explored with a careful lens turned toward the gay community
itself. From the personal stories of seven diverse men who have struggled,
or continue to struggle, with eating disorders and body image issues,
Do I Look Fat? uncovers reoccurring
and interconnecting themes that support this "self-esteem disorder."
Themes
such as childhood wounding, internalized homophobia, the effects of
HIV/AIDS on the body and the prevalence of substance abuse histories
are among a few that underscore the film. Perhaps most
importantly, the film doesn't shy away from asking why these common
histories have, until now, been left in the proverbial closet at a community
level.
With
a sensitivity that never panders toward sensationalism, the film weaves
together the personal and the clinical with support from several experts
in the field of eating disorders -an M.D. of a renowned
eating disorder clinic, an art therapist, and a gay therapist who's
battled with his own eating disorder. The result is a comprehensive
introduction to how such a small word like "fat" managed such
large and complex meanings among gay individuals and the community as
a whole.
ABOUT THE MEN IN THE FILM
The
following men are featured in Do I Look Fat? By clicking
on any of the stills you
can read about the men, in their own words, and view clips from the
film.
David
|
Stu |
Howard |
Mark |
Rafael |
Chris |
Jai |
Kim |